Archive for April, 2008

Uncle Charles’ Place (4/24/08)

Saturday, April 26th, 2008

My Dear Children,

It is a nice warm evening here in Arcadia Florida and we will be leaving to head north in two weeks.  We shared a pizza for dinner with Chris and Elaine they will be leaving on the seventeenth.  I am getting a little restless to be on the road again. 

I was sitting here thinking about my childhood.  Now I realize that many folks considered us poor folks but as I look back I never thought I was poor.  We always had food on the table, heat in the winter, cloths to cover our body, a good house to live in and a nice loving family.  We had Aunt Mary and Uncle Charley next house down the road and we were always welcome there.  I used to stop there often.  They had a big round stove in the middle of the living room that was higher than my head and it was always so warm and comfortable as long as you didn’t get to close.  I remember the pantry, a little narrow room with a long narrow sink a hand pump on one end and on the other end was a pipe sticking out of the wall where the water ran continually.  There was a rag hanging from the pipe that kept the water from splashing.  There was also a bucket with a long handle cup that everybody drank from. Today that would be a no-no for sure.  They had to keep the water running all the time because it came from a spring and if they shut it off in winter it would freeze and in the summer it would become air bound.  This was the good old days and it was a blessing to have running water and not have to prime and pump all the time.

Another thing I remember about their home was a barn about a hundred feet away and that is where the toilet was.  You had to go up to the barn and in one corner a little room with a two holes in it and the wind would blow right up those holes. There were covers for the holes but you had to lift upone of the covers to use it. If I remember right there was big hole and small hole and a catalog hanging there with half the pages torn out.  I used the small hole because I did not want to fall down through that big hole. 

Aunt Mary made the best cookies so every time I went by I made it a point of seeing if she had any extras and she always seemed to have some.  I know some people thought we were poor because we didn’t have much money.  It is not money that makes you rich!  A lot of rich people are poor and they don’t even know it!  The things that really make you rich you can’t buy with money. 

My dear children do not think for a moment that money will make you rich, that is a lie.  Money is only a commodity to use and if it is not used it is worthless.  If money gets the upper hand in your life then it will own you and drive you to make more and more and more and you will become poorer and poorer.  We have never had a lot of money but we are rich and I can’t say we have ever gone lacking.  Some would look at us and say, “You are failures!”  I don’t think so.  I think we are successful.  I remember one night at a prayer meeting and the group wanted to pray for us and we agreed.  They gathered around us and laid hands on us for a blessing and someone asked, “What are your needs?”  Pauline and I looked at one another and realized we didn’t have any needs, maybe a few wants but no needs because we are rich and lacking nothing. 

My dear children I pray that you will see clearly what is poverty is and what riches are.  Up there on May hill in Barton Vermont, we were rich.

Your Loving Father

The Tricky Mind (3/9/08)

Wednesday, April 9th, 2008

My Dear Children

I must warn you! You have a very insidious enemy at work in you, and this enemy uses your thoughts and your emotions if you do not guard them and question them at all times.  I had a conversion experience forty-four years ago when I went to the alter and called on the Lord to help me.  The Lord has been with me all these years in my good times and my bad times.  He is with me now as I write this letter to you.

I must confess to you that I have evil thoughts and evil desires.  I have had to contend with these evil thoughts and desires all these years.  I understand the scripture that says, “Evil is in me, the one that desires to do good.”

May God bless you with discernment to tell the difference between life and death?  That is the issue!  It seems like God has made you and I responsible for how we respond or how we handle our thoughts and emotions.  No one else can do that for you.  You are the responsible ones.  Even while we are at a tender age, evil begins to show itself in us by our words and actions.  I share this with you because I do not remember anyone ever making me aware of this evil in me for many years.  How do you fight an enemy that you are unaware of?

The mind is an amazing thing.  It can store a lifetime of memories.  It can accumulate so much knowledge, not only that it can reason and weigh and test.  It can hear and see and receive thoughts and images from other places, other things and from God.  This is one of the things I am convinced of, we can receive Gods thoughts.  We can also receive thoughts from other sources as well.  This begins to happen to us at a very early age, there are not many around that know how to help us deal with our thoughts and emotions and as a result it takes most of us a life time to come to some place of victory in our minds and hearts.

I know that most of us don’t want to believe there is evil in us but if we begin to pay attention to our thoughts it will not take long for you to see it.  We are not to be controlled by our thoughts and emotions.  We are to control our thoughts and emotions.

I encourage you to do this!  You must do this if you want a good life.  Look around you and see the people that are controlled by every thought and every emotion that comes to them!  Do you want to be like that?  No!  We are to be a people that are spirit controlled that have self-control.

My dear children do not let your tricky thoughts rob you of peace and joy.  Pray and ask the Holy Spirit for good discernment in your thinking and in your emotions.

The Lord bless you with a good mind and clean heart,

Your loving Father